I am going to sing this song constantly for the next 2 months.
I feel like it will help me keep my head up.
Lately, I've been feeling incredibly STUPID. I feel like all the bad decisions I've made, all the things I've failed, all the ways in my life that I've messed up...all of these things have qualified me as being the most useless fuck-up alive.
I hope that throwing away all this nonsense to go for my dreams will help me feel like a worthwhile human being again.
In all honesty, just planning this shit and knowing it CAN happen and that I'm MAKING it happen helps a lot.
Now to blast this in the background of my life for the next little period of time.
I never ever thought I'd live away
from everyone I love and say goodbye
now I'm the princess of a downtown train
where everybody here, they know my game
but when I walk down the street I hear them say
"there she goes, that crazy girl
she thinks she's something in this world"
So I'mma close my ears and dream
'cause life is never really what it seems
in every mystery, there's a truth
you know I'm tellin', I'm tellin' you-
no matter lightning or thunder,
buckets of rainwater
you can't flood this town
in a world unknown
you've gotta hold your own
you can't stop me-
you're never ever gonna stop me now
On every street there is a memory,
a time and place where we can never be again
street lights glow red, green, and yellow too
do you let signs tell you what to do?
Yeah, when you say stop,
be sure that I'll say go
to the stars in the land
fire can't burn these hands
but I just close my eyes and dream
you cant deny me my astronomy
in every mystery, there's a truth
you know I'm tellin', I'm tellin' you-
no matter lightning or thunder,
buckets of rainwater
you can't flood this town
in a world unknown
you've gotta hold your own
and you can't stop me-
you're never ever ever gonna stop me now
go ahead and don't believe
'cause everyone needs a way to breathe
and love and dream and you can't stop me
no you can't stop me
no matter lightning or thunder,
buckets of rainwater
you can't flood this town
in a world unknown
you've gotta hold your own
and you can't stop me-
you're never ever ever gonna stop me-
no matter lightning or thunder,
buckets of rainwater
you can't flood this town
in a world unknown
you've gotta hold your own
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